This semester is better than the last one

    Wow, I haven't updated this in a long time.  I stopped because I know that no one reads this, I only started writing in it because I was bored.  I knew the only person you read this was Jessie and after we broke up I just didn't see why I should.  I'm still not actually sure why I am. 
    This semester has been ok.  It is a lot better than last semester.  Last semester was probably the worst semester of my college life so far, and probably will be my worst semester of college period.  Last semester Grampy was in the hospital most of the from the end of October to the end of November (which is most of the semester),, he died in the end of November.  There was also my problems with Jessie, I wasn't really happy most of the time and I don't think she was either.  Most of the time I tried to act like it was Ok because I had enough to deal with with Grampy and and school.  For some reason I've hanging out at school a lot this semester.  Everyday, except Monday, I'm done with classes pretty early, but yet I don't go home until usually 3 or so.  I don't really do anything at school.  I usually just watch TV and hang out around the Living Room (the area with the couches in the Student Center at WSC) and surf the internet.  Sometimes I do homework, usually I don't though.  Sometimes I hang out with some of my new friends.  Most of my classes aren't too bad.  My Chemistry teacher is annoying though because she obviously doesn't know Chemistry, she makes really really dumb mistake in class and it's annoying because she is the teacher and the students correct her at least 3 times every class.  My favorite professor, Jeff Meunier, will not be returning in the fall.  He wants to, but they are cutting all temporary staff, and he is sadly temporary.  I few of us circulated a petition to try to get him to stay.  We collected about 110 signatures, about 80 of those I personally collected thank you very much.  We gave the petition to the school president, but we are unsure if it'll work.  He said at the end of the semester we will have a party, regardless if he stays or goes.  He told us its hard to have a party at school so we should all go to a local bar.  How many teachers say his students should go to a bar with him?  This guy is awesome, he is always cracking jokes in class and tells us awesome stories and he is the most passionate CS teacher at WSC. 
    Jessie sent me another message on Facebook today.  She sent me one in early January when she found out my cousin Jessica is pregnant.  Just like the last time I didn't respond.  I'm not being pissy I just really think it is best if she is completely out of my life.  I had decided a long time before we broke up that when we broke up, I say when and not if because I knew we wouldn't last, that I would want her completely out of my life.  I didn't want to talk to her anymore, I didn't want to see her anymore, nothing.  The second we broke up I decided I really wanted to stay to that plan.  I just don't want any contact with her.  I honestly think I'd be better off.  Against my better judgment, I actually read the message.  She was actually very civil in the message.  She said she wanted to know if I wanted hang out sometime.  But Jessie was once again being Jessie.  She is not realistic.  She needs to realize I don't want to have anything to do with her.  Yes I get bored and lonely at times, yes I am on Spring Break and am more bored than usual, yes I want to spend time out with people, but no I do not want to spend time with her.  She'll probably read this, which is probably good, I'm not being pissy, I'm just honest.  I have been trying to contact Garrett about hanging out this week, but he is never online. 

I DUMPED JESSIE!!!!

So yesterday I broke up with Jessie. I just couldn't deal with her anymore. I always knew we wouldn't last. I knew for a long time that I would eventually snap and break up with her. Well I snapped! It feels a little weird. It feels like I have this little whole in me now, but at the same time it feels like a 2000 lb has been lifted off me. It feels right. When she was fun she was really fun, but when she wasn't she was unbearable. It just isn't worth it. She is just so immature and irresponsible and is always constantly pissing me off and hurting me. If I could find someone that had just some of the good qualities she had and none of the bad that would be amazing and I am sure I could find someone. I am no lady's man, I am no charmer, but I think I could do better.

I figured I'd Update, So Here It Is

    I opened this blog and realized I haven't written in here for almost two weeks so I figured I'd write something (even though I know the only one who reads this is Jessie...).  I was going to list some stuff on eBay today but I never did.  I've been meaning to list a bunch of stuff for like three weeks and just haven't yet.  I am planning to list a shit load of stuff this Saturday.  The Last Comic Standing final was tonight.  Iliza Shlesingger won, she was funny, but she definitely wasn't the funniest.  I am still pissed Sean Cullum was booted off last week, he was awesome.  Although he was a very successful comic before Last Comic Standing and will be after.  Tomorrow I am going to Worcester to pay my college bill.  Me and mom are both paying half, my half for this semester is $1542, yah, that sucks.  Today I went to Hannafords to return Harold and Kumar: Escape from Guantanamo Bay to the RedBox.  While I was there I bought another pint of Ben & Jerry's: Stephen Colbert's Americone Dream.  I plan to start to eat when I watch his show tonight.  It will be epic.   

I Bought a Nintendo Game Cube, Jen had Fun at Park, I want to see Be Kind Rewind

    So I went yard saleing today and bought a Nintendo GameCube.  I paid just $15 for a Nintendo GameCube, a controller, a wireless controller, a bag for it, and the game Super Smash Brothers Malee.  It was good.  I played it for a while when I got home.  It was fun, but after like two hours I realized it would be a lot more fun to play if I had more friends.  Sunday morning I am going to the flea market, it should be fun. 
    Yesterday me and Jen and Jessie hung out for a while.  We went to the playground, then Burger King, then another playground.  It was fun.  Jen had a lot of fun.  It was nice to get here out to have fun.  I told Jessie we have to take her to Davis's Farmland sometime.
     Yesterday me and Jessie went to get the movie Be Kind Rewind out of the RedBox, but it wasn't in there.  I was sad.  I was there again today and checked and it wasn't there still.

Today was OK, Birthday OK, This movie isn't that Good

    Today was my birthday.  Today was ok.  I ate lunch at Val's for like 3 hours.  That was boring.  My mom gave me a card.  Bun & Grampy gave me a card.  Jessie gave me a card.  She also gave me the Stooges glass from Newbury Comics I wanted.  I just told her I had wanted that like four days ago.  I had a feeling she'd buy me the glass.  She also gave me the Blue Brother's 25^th Anniversary edition DVD, which I told her I was going to buy.  Haha.  After eating at Val's we came hour shortly.  While we were home mom said she wanted to put the air conditioner in.  She said she wanted to put it in my room.  Its a new one gram gave us.  It even has a remote.  Then went to Jill's Graduation Party, we were there for like an hour and a half or so then I had to leave to bring Jessie to work.  On the way to bringing Jessie to work I was thinking about calling Abiola.  I had messaged her online and asked if she wanted to hang out sometime, she called me yesterday and asked if I wanted to today.  I told her I'd probably be busy today.  After I dropped Jessie off I parked and called Abiola.  She said she couldn't today, she was cleaning.  Apparently she had a party yesterday, because she graduated yesterday.  She said we could hang out tomorrow and to call her in the morning.  I don't know I've heard that before and we didn't hang out.  I hope we do though.  Usually I only like to hang out with her if we are in a group, she never shuts up and if other people are around she shuts up more.  After I got off the phone with Abiola I drove back to Jill's party.  We stayed there another like forty five minutes.  Then we came home.  I cleaned my room some.  I cleaned up my desk and floor some.  I finally hung the Piebald poster in my room.  I hung about the art print Tom gave me.  I also moved some stuff on my bulletin board around.  I also found the small dreamcatcher, which I used to really like, in my closet and hung above the DVD stand by my window.
    Right now I'm watching the movie Yours, Mine, & Ours.  Don't judge, There wasn't really much else on TV.  The movie really isn't that good.  The beginning was stupid.  The speed of the parents relationship was way to fast.  They dated for like two days then he proposed.  They went to High School together.  They movie didn't really get OK until like an hour in.  It's really predictable though.  It has an interesting cast.

Yard Saleing and Jen was a Good Girl at Target

    I went yard saleing this morning and Jessie came.  There wasn't many yard sales.  Mom said yesterday we were going to leave this morning at 7:45, but she never woke me up.  She just left.  She called me at 8:20 and said they were on their way to pick up Jessie and asked if I was coming.  I freaked out and said yes.  they said they'd come back after they get Jessie to get me.  I got dressed and was completely ready to go in about 10 minutes.  They didn't come back to get me until about 9:16.  We only yard saled until about 11:15.  Me and Jessie hung out and watched Jen.  Then I had to bring Jessie at work.  Jen and I went for a ride to bring Jessie to work.  Jessie works at Target.  Jen and I roamed target for about and hour.  Jen was very good.  She enjoyed just walking around the store.  I was proud of here because she looked at the DVDs and didn't cry when I said she couldn't buy one.  She picked up a couple DVDs, I said no, ad she put it back and waved bye to it.  It was funny.  I bought her a ball to play with in the yard.  Then we went to Best Buy.  Jen was really good there.  Then we went to Hannaford's and I got the DVD Untraceable from the Red Box, I'm watching it now. 
    Tomorrow I'm going to sell stuff at the Flea Market.  I'm leaving at 4:45 am.  Ugh.   

Good Weekend

      This weekend was pretty good.  Me and Jessie exchanged V-Day gifts on Friday.  Of course V-Day stands for Valentine's Day, but V-Day is just so much more fun to say.  I got here a crappy card with Snoopy on it.  She liked the card.  She told me I can buy her the shittest card, But as long as Snoopy (or any Peanuts character) is on it she'd love it.  I said from now on I promise I would buy her crappy cards with Snoopy on them.  I also gave her a picture I'd made.  It was a picture of us in Central Park last year stretched over 6 pages.  It was made entirely of colored dots.  I thought it might be cool, but figured it wasn't.  She loved it.  I also gave her a dog I bought at Wal*Mart last Thursday that said "I love this much".  It was a kind of inside joke between us.  I was going to get her some heart shaped Crunch bars, but I couldn't find any.  I couldn't even find a Crunch bar.  She gave me some Twizzlers and a 20 oz bottle of coke, by favorite candy and my favorite drink.  She also made me a big card.  I always love the cards she makes me, but I always feel bad because they are always way better than the gifts I give. 
       On Saturday she came over again.  We really didn't do anything except watch TV.  We hung out with Jen for a while too. 
       On Sunday she came over and we went to my great aunt Vail's for breakfast.  Then we came back to my house and just hung out then she had to go home at about 3.

Some Gifs I Made

So I made some gifs

Me+Jessie Again and Crazy McDonalds Commercial!!!!!

So me and Jessie got back together.  I was really unsure for a while, but we finally got back together last Friday.  And I think it will be a lot better this time.  I am really happy we're back together.  So, I found the video below earlier and it is really weird.   The caption of the video reads:

In Japan, 110,000 randomly selected citizens were forced to attend a screening of this commercial at a large outdoor arena. After the it was over, everyone left. For the next six months, there were no commercials.

Thinking of Jessie

I've been thinking about Jessie a lot this week.  It's really weird.  I usually don't like to think about her and try not to.  But its different this week.  And I'm actually thinking good thoughts, which I haven't done in a while.  She is coming over Friday, and is Friday goes well Saturday too.  I am actually almost excited for Friday.  I have thought about it all since Sunday and I think Friday will be a lot of fun.  It's weird but I have been thinking about since Sunday and I really miss her.  Then the pictures I found on mom camera on Sunday really didn't help.  I'd never seen those before.  I've been talking to every night on AIM.  I keep checking AIM and she isn't on tonight, I was going to talk to her.

Not Gonna Vote, and Jessie Coming Over Friday and Maybe.......

So I would like to vote in the MA primary today, but no one else in my house is going to vote today, so I probably won't.  I know that makes me sound lazy, but whatever.  I really want to see the movie Strange Wilderness, but I don't have anyone to go with me.  So it looks like Jessie is coming over Friday after I get out of school.  She may come over Saturday too, but she won't to see how Friday goes first.  I think I Friday will go pretty well.  I just have this feeling that Friday will most likely go very well.  I really think that Friday will go very well and she will come over Saturday too.  I was thinking about some stuff on Sunday and Monday and I just like Friday will go very well...

I think the drama is over.....

Ugh, fucking FrontPage is giving me issues.  I edit and update my website with FrontPage and now its telling me there is a problem with me FrontPage Extensions.  It is really annoying, because I have trying fixing it but could not.  However, enough about that, I think I have ended all the drama.  (But I am sure this is not the end of it).  I fucking HATE drama.  I loathe drama.  Drama queens annoy the ever-living piss out of me.  For any of you who actually know me, you know I was dating a girl named Jessie for just less than four years.  Then we broke up the end of last November last year.  She dumped for a stupid reason.  Well, I take that back, she said stopped loving me, which is a good reason.  But the other reasons she gave were really stupid.  Well, pretty much ever since then there has been the chance of us getting back together.  At first, I wanted to get back together with her and she was not sure.  Then we both were not sure.  Then apparently, she decided she did want to get back together, but she did not tell me until a few days later.  And in those few days, she once again showed how much of a drama queen she is and completely overreacted about something.  And I have been thinking about it all week and I have decided that I cannot take her drama anymore.  She is by far the biggest drama queen I have met and I am quite sure will ever meet.  I just could not take it anymore.  We were not even going out more and I still had deal with her shit.  I could not take it anymore.  She said she would not message me anymore, if I wanted to talk to her I would have to message her or whatever.  She said that last Monday.  Since last Monday she has messaged me through Facebook seven, times, emailed me once, and I believe she emailed me mom twice.  She kept complaining that I did not respond to her messages.  Therefore, about an hour ago, I finally did and I pretty much said exactly what I have said in this blog post.  So yeah, I think the drama is done.  I am sure I am wrong.  However, I really hope the drama really has ended. 

I am really sorry that this post was all about me bitching about my ex.  I promise this will be the first and last post that is so bitchy and emotional.  I didn’t start this blog write about stupid, bitchy, emotional shit.  Sorry.......