Tuesday, March 17, 2009

This semester is better than the last one

    Wow, I haven't updated this in a long time.  I stopped because I know that no one reads this, I only started writing in it because I was bored.  I knew the only person you read this was Jessie and after we broke up I just didn't see why I should.  I'm still not actually sure why I am. 
    This semester has been ok.  It is a lot better than last semester.  Last semester was probably the worst semester of my college life so far, and probably will be my worst semester of college period.  Last semester Grampy was in the hospital most of the from the end of October to the end of November (which is most of the semester),, he died in the end of November.  There was also my problems with Jessie, I wasn't really happy most of the time and I don't think she was either.  Most of the time I tried to act like it was Ok because I had enough to deal with with Grampy and and school.  For some reason I've hanging out at school a lot this semester.  Everyday, except Monday, I'm done with classes pretty early, but yet I don't go home until usually 3 or so.  I don't really do anything at school.  I usually just watch TV and hang out around the Living Room (the area with the couches in the Student Center at WSC) and surf the internet.  Sometimes I do homework, usually I don't though.  Sometimes I hang out with some of my new friends.  Most of my classes aren't too bad.  My Chemistry teacher is annoying though because she obviously doesn't know Chemistry, she makes really really dumb mistake in class and it's annoying because she is the teacher and the students correct her at least 3 times every class.  My favorite professor, Jeff Meunier, will not be returning in the fall.  He wants to, but they are cutting all temporary staff, and he is sadly temporary.  I few of us circulated a petition to try to get him to stay.  We collected about 110 signatures, about 80 of those I personally collected thank you very much.  We gave the petition to the school president, but we are unsure if it'll work.  He said at the end of the semester we will have a party, regardless if he stays or goes.  He told us its hard to have a party at school so we should all go to a local bar.  How many teachers say his students should go to a bar with him?  This guy is awesome, he is always cracking jokes in class and tells us awesome stories and he is the most passionate CS teacher at WSC. 
    Jessie sent me another message on Facebook today.  She sent me one in early January when she found out my cousin Jessica is pregnant.  Just like the last time I didn't respond.  I'm not being pissy I just really think it is best if she is completely out of my life.  I had decided a long time before we broke up that when we broke up
, I say when and not if because I knew we wouldn't last, that I would want her completely out of my life.  I didn't want to talk to her anymore, I didn't want to see her anymore, nothing.  The second we broke up I decided I really wanted to stay to that plan.  I just don't want any contact with her.  I honestly think I'd be better off.  Against my better judgment, I actually read the message.  She was actually very civil in the message.  She said she wanted to know if I wanted hang out sometime.  But Jessie was once again being Jessie.  She is not realistic.  She needs to realize I don't want to have anything to do with her.  Yes I get bored and lonely at times, yes I am on Spring Break and am more bored than usual, yes I want to spend time out with people, but no I do not want to spend time with her.  She'll probably read this, which is probably good, I'm not being pissy, I'm just honest.  I have been trying to contact Garrett about hanging out this week, but he is never online. 

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